Thoughts of a Typical Teenager

I'm hungry.
I'm tired.
It's only monday!?
Is class over yet?
Friday needs to be here. Like now.
There's a test today? Well I'm screwed.
"Hand in your homework."-Teacher. "Ha. It's funny you think I did my homework."-Me.
Christmas break anyone?
I can't wait to get away from this place.
I'm graduating...
What am I gonna do with my life?
I'm too young.
I don't wanna grow up.
I want to fall in love.
That boy is so cute.
His girlfriend is so lucky.
"Did you hear they broke up?" "What!?? He's available?! DIBS!"
Study group? Yeah, just an excuse to hang out.
I try to keep my standards high.
I'm never good enough.
I've made so many mistakes.
I have too m any regrets. More than I can count. Yet, I still have my whole life ahead of me.
I'm trying.
I don't open up to anyone.
I have so many secrets.
I don't know how to turn my thoughts into words. So I don't.
I hate hearing these words, "Talk to me. You can trust me. I'm here for you."
Cause I know to never trust anyone. When someone tells me they're there for me, I know they're not. I know they just say that for their own personal benefit. So they can justify what they do and how they act. Why would you tell me you're here for me? Why would you lie to me like that? Get my hopes up, just to shoot them down. Why is it when i needed you most, you weren't there?
I hate fake people.
I don't trust promises.
I set my expectations low. Cause if I have high expectations, I know I'll just wind up getting my heart broken and being disappointed. Again.