I want a sweatshirt.

I want a sweatshirt.

Life. 

I just want need everything to stop changing.

Life is moving too fast for me. I can't handle it.

I just wish I could go back to when I was little. When I didn't have a single care in the world. Everything was fun and happy.

But now, so much has changed.

Life is much harder now.

And it just keeps getting harder and harder.

Let's waste time. Chasing cars... I need your grace. To remind me to find my own.

I desperately need everything to stop moving. Or at least just pause. Within the next year, so much is going to change. Everything is going to be so different. I fear I am going to lose so many of my closest friends.

I sort of regret getting close to people. No matter what, everyone is going to leave me sometime, sooner or later. It is just going to cause me pain. Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't have gotten so emotionally attached to others, and gotten so close to my friends. Cause in the end, I'm going to end up heartbroken. But I know in some cases it will all be worth it. A good learning experience. I just hope I can handle...everything..or anything at all.

....Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I feel so lucky to have found that person.

That person makes everything okay. I feel so much better when I am with said person. I can't explain it very well. I feel so much happier. Stress-free. I feel like a little kid again.

I wouldn't change a thing.