All By Myself.

Remember When...

Forever and Always

Parachute

~Forever and Always~

A few of my favorite lines from the song:

(sorry for the repeats)

They talk about the kids they’re gonna have and the good life

The house on the hillside, where they would stay

Stay there forever, forever and always

Through the good and the bad and the ugly

“We’ll grow old together, and always remember

Whether rich of for poor or for better

We’ll still love each other, forever and always”

She looks into his eyes, and she says

“I want you forever, forever and always

Through the good the bad and the ugly

We’ll grow old together, and always remember

Whether happy or sad or whatever

We’ll still love each other, forever and always

Forever and always, forever and always”

As he says, “I love you forever, forever and always

Please just remember even if I’m not there

I’ll always love you, forever and always. “

I love this song. It’s so heartbreakingly romantic and I just can’t get over it.

This song clearly gives off the message that bad things do come up. 

Things get in the way.

Life happens… 

But with love we can make it through anything.

How To Love

Cut the music up, little louder
yeah
You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't ever figure out

How to love

How to love

You had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you're in a corner tryna put it together

How to love

How to love

For a second you were here
Now you over there
It's hard not to stare, the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love
Never had a love

When you was just a youngin' your looks were so precious
But now your grown up
So fly it's like a blessing but you can't have a man look at you for five seconds
Without you being insecure
You never credit yourself, so when you got older
It's seems like you came back ten times over
Now you're sitting here in this damn corner
Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulders
See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't ever figure out

How to love

How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you're in this corner tryna put it together

How to love

How to love

For a second you were here
Now you over there
It's hard not to stare the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love
Had a love
Oh, you had a lot of dreams that transformed to visions
The fact that you saw the world affected all your decisions
But it wasn't your fault
Wasn't in your intentions
To be the one here talking to me
Be the one listenin'
But I admire your popping bottles and dippin'
Just as much as you admire bartending and stripping
Baby, so don't be mad
Nobody else tripping
You see a lot of crooks and the crooks still crook
See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't ever figure out

How to love

How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you in this corner tryna put it together

How to love

How to love

Oh,
See I just want you to know
That you deserve the best
You're beautiful
You're beautiful
Yeah
And I want you to know, you're far from the usual
Far from the usual
You see you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't ever figure out

How to love

How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you in this corner tryna put it together

How to love

How to love

See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't ever figure out

How to love

How to love

Yeah, see you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you in this corner tryna put it together

How to love

How to love,

 mmmm.

words

I just want to be inspired.

the chance to

 create love

6 Word Memoirs:

One long train ride to darkness.

 I hope to outlive my regrets.

I couldn't protect me from myself.

I will never be quite finished.

Everything is never as it seems.

I feel safe when you lie.

Kiss me and smile for me.

Sweet dreams ( are made of this ).

You can do better than me.

Please take me away from here.

Do something before it's too late.

You are a thief of joy.

Remember all the things we wanted?

After all, tomorrow is another day.

It's all going according to plan.

Found true love, married someone else.

I just want to be inspired.

Still trying to impress my dad.

I've never told anyone that before.

You want something, go get it. 

My life's a bunch of almosts.

Everything looks perfect from far away.

Beautiful

Try and tell me this is not beautiful:

I dare you.

Snow is gorgeous. It makes everything look better. Fresh. Clean. Perfected.

I love it.

I can't wait for blizzards and everything just covered in white.

So excited. 

You Have No Idea How Much I Remember.

I remember riding my “big girl bike” for the first time. I crashed into the rose bushes and cut my legs. I remember turning around to see my aunt running towards me, trying to cover up her laughter to save me from more embarrassment.

I remember going to see The Nutcracker with my dad every Christmas season. We would go on a daddy/daughter date. Spaghetti Factory then the ballet. I remember how much I loved it. I remember the first year we didn’t go. I remember I asked why. I remember asking if we could go this year. And the next year. Never getting a direct yes. I remember how happy and young I felt when I was showed the 2 tickets for December 22^nd 2012.

I remember going to my first midnight premiere. And going to more and more after that.

I remember my first all-nighter.

I Remember.

I remember going to San Diego with my dad in the 5^th grade. I remember he took me there because I was obsessed with dolphins so he took me to sea world and I got to swim with the dolphins. I remember my dad would do anything for me.

I remember breaking my foot and feeling so embarrassed going through school on crutches and having to use the elevator in the scary 9^th grade hall.

I remember only wanting to be with you.

I remember being scared. I remember being nervous. I remember looking back and missing those days. I remember loving where I’m at right now though.

You have no idea how much I remember.

I remember how lucky I am everyday.

I remember how this all just fits.

I remember losing almost everything.

I remember.

I remember mY mistakes. My feelings. My emOtions. My regrets. My ThoUghts.

I remember everything I am never going to be able to forget.

{E.V.E.R}

I remember when I was close to death. I remember not giving up. I remember wanting to.

I remember how you always know what to say. I remember that feeling I got when you told me you couldn’t live without me. That you would never leave me. That you need me. That you love me. And you always will. How happy I make you. How I saved you. How you don’t know where you’d be without me. That I’m perfect. And when you tell me I am the best girl ever.  And how beautiful I am. And amazing. When you say I am the best thing that has ever happened to you. When you say I have no idea.

You have no idea how much I remember.

I remember closing my eyes and only wanting needing you.

I remember having bad days and only wanting you here with me. I remember you helping me so much.  I remember how you'll never realize how much you mean to me. I remember how selfless you are. 

I will always remember you.

I remember scaring others. I remember being scared myself.

I remember losing everything.

I remember moving on.

I remember trying to hold myself together. I remember trying not to fall apart.